I started doing something new
Starting with the way I wake up
I open my eyes and begin my search
It’s different this time because I know I’ll find what I’m looking for
Instead of getting to the bottom it
I’m getting to the beauty of it
It’s so much easier this way
The bottom is unreachable, but I can step in any direction & bump into something beautiful
I no longer need answers to the question of the day
Just truths that will stay
I wake up and let this feeling carry me
If there’s something different in my eyes
It’s because I’ve let go of lies
& can’t s
& shouldn’t s
It’s growing on me
This capability
I sign my name with a new knowledge
That I am here, and things are different because of that
The walls in my home know my strength when I speak honesty to the silence without flinching
My pillows know the power inside of me when I lay my head down and dream dreams that I intend to see
So, isn’t it time I let everyone else know what I’ve found
That there is beauty in the blue
Peace in the rage
And that maybe I have gotten to the bottom of it
& found that I am brave
